Why today? Why now?

It's so true when they say you hurt the ones you love the most.  Passive aggressiveness is not a good trait to own.  All those things you don't want to say come out in a horrible way.  I didn't mean for it to sound like that. I didn't mean for it to mean that. I guess it's something that I can't say on an ordinary day. I didn't think it mattered but it does. It matters so much that I hid it deep inside and it escaped while my guard was down.

It doesn't mean I don't care. Quite the opposite. It means I care a lot. Maybe too much. What will happen? Where will we go? Where will we be? What will happen? Happen to me....